Hoping that you guys are doing well. So I am having on holiday right now which is raya holiday. Im not doing so much good lately because there is too many things that I need to take care of.

Alhamdulillah for His blessings I manage to finished my fasting for this one month and today insyaAllah is the last day for us (muslims) to be in this barakah month. I actually having my fasting (almost) during in the school and can only break-fasting with my family for three days only. I feel dissapoint but wtv. Actually, Im having this kinda of feelings. Bad feelings mybe but I dont think so. Its a strange feelings which Im scared that Im not doing good enough. Deep inside I still didnt feel that Im not succeed in being a good muslimah and a good and humble khalifah of Him. People always said that "its okay you can try to improve for next ramadhan". Its cliche I know but this is the mentality of malays people. I must said that its right because I used to have this kind of situation. Hmm. Im not trying to mumbling here without any reasons but what should I do is I have to try try and try because failed once doesnt mean that you failed forever, right?

Okay around this ramadhan I just sit my pra trial which it was held for three days only. Imagine, other schools were having this exams for two/three weeks but my school only three days!? I know it sounds crazy but this is the reality. Bad mood, headache, stress and all tht kind of feelings keep surrounds me. Ugh Im feeling like dying. I dont think so that I burst all my efforts for this exams. But lets just see wht happens to my results.

Along this ramadhan, alhamdulillah I get to break-fasting with Tengku Mahkota Pahang at Masjid Pulau Serai and also with my old homeroom teacher, Ustazah Asyikin. I had a great iftar with fam bam. Nah, I'll post the pics instead of writing with my sucks grammar error.